Ark 23 Episode 30: Always

The Heartbreaker & The Search
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DFlQqCHk7g0) Cessair would be in one of love motels..Leering a older man into the palm of her hands.. she never had a problem, thus wearing a light blue sweater.. that hovered over stomach.. while wearing booty shorts.. along with icey blue high heels..."Hey miss care to uh spend some time with me-" "Ooops I dropped a penny,," Bending all the way down.. only to stick her rather thick ass out.. causing the old geezer to check her out.. while a nosebleed dripped down.. She giggled rolling her eyes as this was too easy..She giggled standing up straight.. while turning around facing him. while her cleavage would stick out.. she was rather tall ,6ft in height.. She grasped the mans hand. pulling him into the hotel,While he rented a room thus getting within it..She pushed him straight into the bed..licking her luscious lips.. they were as thick as her sisters Kodi's... her icey blue eyes stared at him while she soon sat within his lap... he explored his body like a virgin would... The Icey female.. soon rammed into him.. pressing her frozen like lips.. against his ,while he soon started to toungue kiss the female.. Cessair soon piinned onto the bed.. while pulling away to moan fakely.. only to lure him in more..as she grinded onto a man in a rough matter,though she still had her clothes on.. she leaned over smothering the 40 year old man with her rather large breasts.. as she started to handcuff one of his wrists.. feeling him nibble onto her harden nipple.. while she was excited for the thrill of doing what she was going to do.."Oooh one of those dom types am I right babe..." "Oooh Yes I am one.. I'll whip you till you bleed.." Her icy seductive tone came about..he seemed rather a bit frighten with that statement.. but he would endure it... as he was in   awe with her beauty it was as if he was looking at a doll.. while she hand cuffed his other hand on the other rail of the   metal bed post... she started to lean forth, as she started to stick her toungue into his open mouth as her ass grinded against his harden cock within his dress pants.. she would then freeze the saliva within his mouth.. causing him to start kicking and screaming.. she would retract her mouth while giggling..this would shut his screaming off.. she unmounted her self off of him.. while fixated her clothes... she looked over at the horny old geezer.."Aw... you didn't get any..? I'm sorry.. but your just not in my taste.."Strutting over.. while he watched her every move..He watched as Cessair grabbed onto her wallet.. looking within it.. there was alot of cash..."Jackpot...Thanks for the time together we just had.." Saying sarcastically.. she pulled his pants and boxers down.. revealing his small hard prick.."Hah! It wouldn't even satisfy me.." Giving him a wink while blowing a kiss toward the angry struggling man.. she grabbed the wad of cash in his wallet. only to stuff it into cleavage.. Walking out of the room of the hotel.. she would lay her blonde hair down that reached to her back... "On to the next one~" Being homeless and not asking her siblings.. she would lure men with her appearance only to get a sleep into there home as she kept them hostage... The icey female strutted quickly away from the hotel.. only to go to the location where hookers come about..ever since the Red Light District been attacked they would all huddle up there too make money.. Cessair pushed one of the hookers out the way.. in the bad side of D-2.. Sticking out her thick legs..not as thick as kodi's but rather nice looking along with her booty cheeks appearing out from her booty shorts..awaiting for a man to lure into her trap. Some men that passed by in there vehicles jaws dropped at the sight of the young woman..while seductively pulling down her shorts.. only to expose a bit of her ass as she wasn't wearing underneath.. some of the prostitues gotten envious as she was such "outgoing" female...

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vW5q-YTg8Fk&index=34&list=PLYNBny7IRlVkbiSVlrNHnbXbgZBIdU3Pl ) Crusing would be an understatement for Connor’ activities tonight. He’d been meaning to go to Kodi’s place for a while now, ever since his fight with Kevin. He needed to see her..to tell her things. Tell her how he felt. And why he was so distant now adays. Connor’s eyes were slanted. He wasn’t tired, just really really lost in thought, as   navigated the box chevy around the city streets of district 2. He’ actually been losing tack of where he was going. Lucky for him, the Box Chevy was decent on gas mileage, so he could honestly afford to ride around a bit if he wanted to but by dammit he was tired of waiting and procrastinating to go see Kodi! He decided to take a shortcut through the Red Light Disctrict, he himself not even sure if that’s where   he needed to go through, but you can bet he’d try. “I’m coming Kodi…ha. Haven’t said those words together in a looooong time.” Connor would adjust his brown v neck shirt, and slump into the seat a bit more, so his light wash jeans weren’t riding up in the crotch area. Lord knows he hated that shit with a passion. As he rode through the red light district, he’d see a bunch of Hookers huddled up on the side walk. Connor paid them no mind, only focusing on one woman at a time. His dick’s gotten him into more trouble than he cares tor recollect. However as Connor drove by, his eyes would’ve caught a certain blonde…a blonde he’d been looking for! “Eh? Kodi out here?...what in the blue fuckery of fucks!” Connor would pull up in front of “Kodi” not knowing it wasn’t her, and he’d furrow his brow at her. “Yo! What the hell are you doing out here? This is you’re last resort? Selling your body? I thought you had a band or some shit blondie, you’re killing me here!” Connor would cut the car off, and it’d make loud and clonky noises before finally shutting off. Connor would open the door stepping out and closing it behind him, only to look at “Kodi” up and down for a second. “You seem different…really different…not in a bad way though toots, kinda dig the casual sweater look for ya. Regardless, you need to get back to that damn fight club! This isn’t a place for someone as prideful as you kodi.” Connor would keep his arms folded, glaring at “Kodi’ for even being out here in a place like this. He wasn’t worried about her getting hurt persay, but he did have a better peace of mind when he knew where she was or what she was doing. Connor would tap his foot waiting for an answer, but he couldn’t stop eyeing her down. It was odd. Kodi…looked different but in a good way. That and the make up…Connor would’ve licked his lips a bit, before running his hand down his face and sighing. He wasn’t about to try anything with her, that’d be awkward…maybe. It didn’t help her asscheeks were practically hanging out, and Connor’s eyes would’ve been glued just there for the next few minutes until he got a solid answer or destination.

Time To Play A Game
Cessair arched an eyebrow, as someone yelled about.. she looked over seeing a black haired male.. “Yo! What the hell are you doing out here? This is you’re last resort? Selling your body? I thought you had a band or some shit blondie, you’re killing me here!” She pouted looking at his car.. while he turned off the ignition..."Ah.. He doesn't have a big wallet.." She would think rolling her eyes while she wondered who he'd mistaken her for..Crossing her arms infront of her.. while sticking out her right hip out.. as he opened his door.. coming out of his vehicle..She would smirk at him in a seductive way..as he eye'd her up and down.. “You seem different…really different…not in a bad way though toots, kinda dig the casual sweater look for ya. Regardless, you need to get back to that damn fight club! This isn’t a place for someone as prideful as you kodi.”   She blinked as he thought she was Kodi! She thought with a evil glint in her eye.."Oooh Sister.. you fucked up now.. What a hunk too, Never thought you would actually be straight HAH!" Cessair watched his movement while he folded his arms.. glaring at her...though he started to lick his lips... she smiled at him as she started speaking.."Oooh Yes well my band went to shit, sooo I had to do something..The fight club is still around but.. Oooh I just needed money right away~." Trying to speak like Kodi though it was more of a raspy softspoken tone in her voice.. she strutted toward him.. while she stared into his eyes in a mesmerizing way... she would place her icy hand onto his crotch while.. her cold breath would hit his cheek.."Did you miss me babe?" she puckered her lips at him making a fake sad expression.. while leaning over pressing her buxom breasts against his chest.. rubbing them furiously.. only to have one tit out of her sweater.. she gasped while winking at him leaning away.."Oooh Oops Nip slip" Giving him a widl wink only to pull her sweater back in place.. Meanwhile, walking down the slums of D-2,Nathan would be accompinied by the one armed blonde.. Kodi who'd wore her Miss Superior outfit on as it was nighttime, The Pride of Justice would ask her at anytime for a mission.. Though she would hit her weed pipe.. only to smear the red paint over her eyes...Nathan looked over at Kodi shaking his head.."You still goin out here to fight and shit without an arm.." She looked over at her flamboyant friend as she smiled, which was odd for Kodi to do.."Eh don't worry I'm fine.. Hell this ain't gonna pull me down.. So.. Why are we here?" Nathan blinked as he soon remembered,he would of to ask some of the females to come back an open for buisness in the undergound fight club.."Well I was thinking since we do have a fighting cage.. why not have some of the hookers.. you know mud wrestle for cash and live there, while we earn more cash I mean it would draw more popularity.." The one eye'd shark would think about that for a moment.. it wasn't popular but it wasn't that bad.. though Nathan could be onto something about this..pulling the pipe from her mouth while she began to speak.."Well shit, I'm down for that.. Wouldn't mind seeing a bunch of women getting down an dirty." The flamboyant man would laugh while the Duo soon crossed the street while the slums part was just about 2 blocks away. Back to Cessair, she would lean onto Connors Vehicle.. while sticking her thick ass out toward him, she would fakely stretch only to cause her booty shorts to rise up into her asscrack.. exposing a bit more of shorts.. Thus only doing this to make Kodi look like what she isn't.

"Oooh Yes well my band went to shit, sooo I had to do something..The fight club is still around but.. Oooh I just needed money right away~." Connor would’ve shaken his head sorry to hear that. “Damn…I didn’t know.” Connor would close his eyes forgetting that she could hit a rock bottom point to. He tried not to think about it though, as it’d have only made things even more awkward. "Did you miss me babe?" Connor would raise a brow and blush a bit, looking away. She was…looking rather cute. A lot cuter than she normally did. Back then, Connor could deal because she always had this scowl on her face, but even that was the most adorable face she had. Now…she just looked cute. “I-…Yeah I missed you. That’s what I came here to talk to you about.” Connor would’ve backed up against the car for a second. Kodi was a lot more sexualy aggressive, but it wasn’t the aggressive “hit em in the face and fuck me” style he was used to. It was subtle..like she was really trying to be sexy and by George was it working! .."Oooh Oops Nip slip" Connor saw her bare breast fall from her shirt, and his eyes would’ve flourished with a pink   hue. “Kodi…you do know. If you keep this up…I’m going to fuck that shit out of   you…you know how long it’s been for me?” As Cessair made her way leaning on Connor’s vehicle, and sticking her ass out, her shorts riding up the crack of her ass, Connor would’ve turned and leaned towards her more, shaking his head, and trying not to focus on her body. “Dammit Kodi I’m…really trying to talk to you seriously here…” Connor’s hand would’ve inched closer to her ripped ass, but something was off…and Washi knew it too. “Connor…I’m not sure about this…is this really kodi? Has she changed that much?” Connor’s hand would’ve hovered over her ass about to give it a loud smack when he thought about what Washi said. “huh…I don’t know..she goes through so much shit, I wouldn’t be surprised if it was.” Connor would’ve given her ass a loud smack, but then something felt different. “The Density of her ass……..is off. Different. Good, but different…” Connor’s pink hues would’ve glared a bit, as he knew two things. One: he wanted to smash. Badly. He wanted to ravish “Kodi” for everything she was worth. It’d been to long…much to long since he’d felt the pleasure of a woman. And two: something was off about this entire scenario.

Kodi would of looked around,now being in the slums.."Dear god.. I would not pick up a bitch from this place Nathan.. This place.. its terrible.." Nathan sighed an shook his head.."Some of the girls didn't have no-where to go so.." She scoffed as she stopped almost by the corner of hookers.."Well.. I think the idea would bring them back. I mean besides they miss you-" "No they miss you Kodi.. You were as I say, A Mother Cow. with all the unwanted calfs?" She laughed as she nodded..looking at her flamboyant tall father/mother-like friend.. while she nodded even more.."Maybe I need to round them up and you know.. bring them back to where they belong.." Nathan would place a hand on her cheek.. as he stared at the female, who was first just a broken little blonde kid who had so much problems in her life.. People doubted that she would of lived a normal life.. Thus to him she was in her own normal life..."Your growing up so fast.." His brown eyes watered a bit.. while the blonde female looked down an punched him playfully in the gut.."Yeah Yeah Yeah, Enough of this crap, Gonna make me pour my salty tears out my eyes." Though He knew this was Kodi's way of saying the same as he did.. Meanwhile.. as The duo were just around the corner...“Dammit Kodi I’m…really trying to talk to you seriously here…”   Connor would say as he leaned toward her more, as he inched closer toward her ass.. feeling him coming toward her.. she had a michievious smirk upon her doll-like face.. Thus turning around seeing how close he gotten.. wrapping a leg around the back of his knee,only to bring him even closer as his face would press against her cleavage...She soon reached within his back jean pockets while searching for some cash... she blinked before noticing a pair of familiar eyes locked straight on her... she   would wrap her arms,locking them onto his stomach. as she grinded her crotch against his.. staring into his eyes with her Icey blue eyes.. only to lean in as her pink pale lips puckered up almost Kissing Connor.. Until... A Wad of spit   that was rather dense.. would smacked Cessair right in the cheek.. causing her to literally be flung straight into the stop sign.."UGH KODI-" She covered her mouth while looking up at Connor with a huge bruise from the impact of the Densed saliva.. As her sister Kodi would be atleast 10 feet away from the incident..While The shark-like female soon walked rather in a fast pace.. along with Nathan right behind her.."Now Kodi." "Shut up Nathan.".. Cessair would of stumbled up.. while the facinity of the area they were all in began to chill down.. even within the summer night.. This was caused by Cessair's sudden emotions.. It affected her icey like powers."Aww Sis you were jealous.. I'm impressed.. Catching a hunk like this with that horrible attitude, I didn't even get a taste of this Red Eye'd Beast.." Giving him a wink, Kodi would literally push Connor out the way..."Horrible?! Look at your fucking attitude, walking around showing off your Bod.. Yeah you must be making Daddy proud u-" The icey blonde would of rear back her hands, as they were covered within a cold mass of icey air which looked like her aura.."You little BITCH!-" "Its as if he never wanted you to b-" Kodi stopped talking as a Ice pick.. soon scraped against her right cheek.. touching the scar on her permantley shut eye... along with another pick, ripping the part of her sleeve that exposed her bandaged nub.. Right when Cessair lunged forth literally exposing her head .. Kodi would simply remain calm, being a splitting image of her father.. grappling the back of her light blonde hair.. only to smash it directly into Connors right sidevew mirror.. breaking it off the henges of the vehicle... Thus Nathan would soon grab each of the Torabaasu siblings by the hair only to endure there little spat.."Now Now ladies no need to act like the ghetto hookers on the street right?" Kodi scoffed while looking over at Connor, folding her arm over her chest,while then she noticed she was in her Miss Superior Outfit.."Ah Fuck! Nathan-" " Hey I tried to stop you, Super Hero.." Shaking her head she leaned on the vehicle.. while Cessair.. wiped the blood from her fore head as it was rather silent.. Kodi didn't know what to say to Connor about this. until.."Well lets do the bloody fucking intro yeah? Meet my slutty sister Cessair.." She winked at Connor,blowing kisses at him while adjusted her large breasts in her sweater.."But you can call me Cess ~ I dont mind at all.." Closing her eye, she would flutter it open, as she remained herself at a ease stance.. "So wondering around her picking up a Maneater thats similiar to me? Eh?" Making it as a joke, while Nathan cleared his throat..only to have the shark-liek female scoff while turning her head to the right to stare off into that direction.

Played
Connor could tell there was something wrong, but he didn’t know what? Kodi was acting so…effing weird. The maneuver to mush his face into her cleavage threw him off a good bit, though her tits were rather impressively sized now. Wait a minute….Kodi’s tits weren’t this big. I mean they’re nicely sized to fit some meat in, but they aren’t nessecarily THIS big. “Heeeeeeeeey what is this?” Connor would’ve said with a muffled voice. Before being pulled and hiked up, Connor would’ve titlted his head at this….”Kodi.” When she puckered her lips to lean in and kiss him, Connor could sense another chi, more like a huge gaping ball of negative emotion coming his way and boy was it angry. Connor would then see a wad of…spit? Impacting “Kodi” and sending her damn near flying into the stop sign! Connor would’ve blinked for a second, before furrowing his brow. "UGH KODI-" Connor’s head whipped around, and he saw the boxum body he was USED to seeing, all be it a bit different. She looked…peaceful. Besides the scowl that was coming in either his or her sisters direction. Connor’s mouth would’ve gapped open. “Wait wait wait, you’re kodi.” Connor would turn around. “So who the fuck….?” Connor was then shoved out of the way by the real Kodi, and the two of them began to exchange words between one another, and boy was it   a specitical to see. Connor would’ve taken a few steps, back, and tried not to interfear. “I-- fucked up here.” He thought to himself as he scratched the top of his black haired head, before Kodi slammed her sisters head into his mirror and broke it off…he didn’t use it anyway, and it was obvious the car was a complete and total piece of shit so eh. Connor would’ve shrugged it off as collaterall and let them ensue, until Nathan finally broke them up. Connor would then put his hands up behind his head and sigh. "Well lets do the bloody fucking intro yeah? Meet my slutty sister Cessair.." “Cessair huh…” Connor would’ve glared at her while she blew him a kiss. Connor would also take note she dug through his back pocket looking for what? Cash? He could give her the pennies in the dashboard, because as of this very moment Connor Ryoji is broke as shit. “Nice…to meet you. Look I don’t like being played, not when I’ve got some serious stuff on my mind. Warn a brother next time huh?” Connor would shrug, while saying this, and hed put a hand over his mouth, laughing at Nathan’s joke a bit. “I mistook the two…I wanted to see you so bad Kodi, she just fit the description at that moment. I didn’t trust my instincts. That being said, If you’ve got some time I need to talk to you…alone. It’s kind of important.” Connor would stuff his hands in his pockets, wearing that same badge v-neck he kept rewashing, and some jeans. Looking up there was a small 2 story building, not very far from here, which looked secluded enough. “Meet me on that building eh? I won’t take much of your time Blondie, just…got some shit to get off of my chest.” Connor would’ve turned and high tailed it towards the building, unleashing a push blast from beneath his feet, and leaping up into the sky, throwing his feet first in a front flip and landing in a squat, turning and waiting for Kodi. If she complied with his request, Connor would inhale and exhale, turning to look at her. He wanted to ease his real intentions in slowly, so he’d open up casually. “So…how’s things with that abusive jerk? Did it get that serious an arm and an eye got involed?” He shifted to amore comfortable stance. “I know it’s been a minute, but I do still hold my promises. Is he dead yet?” Connor would’ve smiled a bit, hoping she took care of her problem.

“Nice…to meet you. Look I don’t like being played, not when I’ve got some serious stuff on my mind. Warn a brother next time huh?” Cessair shrugged as she crossed her arms while she leaned beside Nathan.."Yeah Yeah, Just dont be so easy to lure next time kay?" Cessair winked at him while, she closed her eyes.. feeling the pain from her sisters slightly beating...Kodi would of placed her hair down.. along with wiping the red paint over her eyes as he spoke“I mistook the two…I wanted to see you so bad Kodi, she just fit the description at that moment. I didn’t trust my instincts. That being said, If you’ve got some time I need to talk to you…alone. It’s kind of important.” The shark-like female stood there while   hearing Connor wanted to talk to her alone.. Though she didn't mind it.. none of the sort at all. “Meet me on that building eh? I won’t take much of your time Blondie, just…got some shit to get off of my chest.” She would of nodded to Nathan as the male would of leapt up toward the two story building.. though she would of tightened her muscles in her thick legs.. only to have started running up the building in about 75 mph... making it up the building only to see Connor in a squat... she would of walked over infront of him.. he turned his head to look at the peaceful looking female... as the wind picked up, it swayed her long locks within the direction the wind were blowing at. "So…how’s things with that abusive jerk? Did it get that serious an arm and an eye got involed?”   She placed a hand on her right nub.. while having a smirk like expression..   “I know it’s been a minute, but I do still hold my promises. Is he dead yet?”   She would pace slowly while she started to speak softspokenly..though still having raspy tone to it.."Well, Remember Cid.. Well shes some cyborg -like bitch now.. Not dead.. So.. Yeah He was sleeping with Cid in my bed.I didn't know who the bitch was in my bed.. So I threw him out.After I made them piss themselves when I threw fake gasoline at them.. though Couple of days ago I went out for some type of mission.. Well got there and Jayce was with Cid, Together so I lost my arm and eye from him.. and Cid was about to shoot me.. Red headed twit grabbed the gun from her an shot at me.. Until Cody came out and well saved my ass.Seeming that he got out of Jail again..He was about to destroy Jayce and I stopped him because it wasn't even worth my time. So now I have no arm or eye. But I am perfectly fine.He's out of my life haven't killed him but hes out for me.. Though I'll be ready." She would turn away.. looking at the buldings in her direction as she stood quiet for quite a moment.."Well, how about you? How are things. It seems you've been wearing those worned out clothing the same time you visited me.. Are you still having a bad time?" She turned her head toward him as she stared at Connor.. The calming look in her eyes gave a sense of worrysome.."Mmmn its been awhile since we actually.. spoke." She would inhale rather sharply and looked away again while walking toward the ledge of the bulding while staring up at the sky...The summer night was rather calm.. the shark-like female seemed to enjoy it.

Bout Damn Time
"Well, Remember Cid.. Well shes some cyborg -like bitch now.. Not dead.. So.. Yeah He was sleeping with Cid in my bed.I didn't know who the bitch was in my bed.. So I threw him out.After I made them piss themselves when I threw fake gasoline at them.. though Couple of days ago I went out for some type of mission.. Well got there and Jayce was with Cid, Together so I lost my arm and eye from him.. and Cid was about to shoot me.. Red headed twit grabbed the gun from her an shot at me.. Until Cody came out and well saved my ass.Seeming that he got out of Jail again..He was about to destroy Jayce and I stopped him because it wasn't even worth my time. So now I have no arm or eye. But I am perfectly fine.He's out of my life haven't killed him but hes out for me.. Though I'll be ready." Connor folded his amrs listening to her story. At least he didn't have to he involved. When it cAME to Kodi, Connor was like a bloodhound. She could protect herself sure, but if ever Need be Connor just might take a life for that girl. "Ah I remember Cody. Tall, blonde, and strong as shit. Seriously, he was ...really fucking strong." Connor tilted his head up thinking about it. "That was during the time we were split too...wasn't it. In any case, you’re okay. It’s funny you know. All that time I spent in the Dark Zone, and I forgot time still goes on here. You’ve probably gotten hella stronger, even if it is just one arm   your packing now adays." Connor laughed but decided to answer her question. his posture relaxing as he'd get a tad closer to her unintentionally. When she mentioned how he was still wearing the same clothes from their previous time together, Connor would’ve scratched the back of his head blushing a tad. “Ahhh haha. Well uh. Let’s just say money isn’t exactly coming my way. What you gave me last time was enough get by, but everything in this town fluxuates form high to cheap so I never hold onto money very long. That and I’m in an ass of debt with the IRS…fucking tax fixed bastards. “ Connor would growl at the thought of his money troubles at this moment in time. “It has been a while since we’ve actually had a converasation..where I wasn’t rushing to be away or head in another direction.” Connor would close his eyes for a moment before opening them again and looking at her. “I came here tonight because I have to get these demons off my chest. They’re urking me…first. I’d like to..appolizgize I guess. I remember there was a time where I was upset with you because you weren’t there. I’ve been in your shoes…somewhat. Still kept my arm and eye of course. “ He’d snicker at his joke. “but none the less, I’ve been to the point where I’ve had to isolate myself to find my true self. I even had a companion in doing so, where ever she may be at this time…” Connor thought about Yumi for a second, and the fifty years she went awald in that realm. He took a breathe through his nose, and continued talking. “I’m a new man sort of. But I’m a conflicted man at that. I want to continue life as the trash talking powerhouse I am but.” Connor would look at   the palms of his own hands. “I have a heart. The one thing that’s….that’s stopping me from achieving my goals because I care so damn much. About people. About you.” He clenched his fist. “I came here to tell you that I. I luuuuuuuu” Connor coughed a bit. “Ah god. Ahhh you are going to talk so much shit haha. I laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…..I leeeeeeeeeeeeee.” Connor would slap his face a couple of times. “I love you!...Kodi. Torbassu. I love you.” Connor would sigh and inch a bit closer to her. “I love you. I wanted to tell you this because it’s been a long time coming. I’ve…felt this way for a while. I never had the curage to just tell you that I love you. It’s a big step, and quite frankly I was…scared. Scared you wouldn’t feel the same. Then I thought, that you thought I’d be doubting how you feel and I don’t…but time is a funny thing.” Connor would look away while continuing. “Many a times we’ve both moved on. From one another. We both have needs. You’re a…boxum young woman, and I am a dashing young “hunk” according to your sister…still don’t see it.” Connor chuckled. “I’m not a man Kodi. I’m not confident in my ability to…to give you what…you might be looking for anymore. We’re here one moment, and the next day I’m dead, or you’re in the belly of a whale smoking pot, which actually sounds fun…I want you Kodi. I want you so bad…’ Connor would hesitantly, run his thumb over the scar on her eye if she let him. “I need to know..where we stand with each other. What am I to you. What are you to me. It’s been months..but I’d be lying if said you weren’t on my mind many a time. I’m sorry I’m all over the place with these thoughts in my head…they run on, and on, and on. One thing I’m certain of his…my lack of confidence in my ability to give you…or any woman what they need. Until I figure out what I have to give. It sucks when you learn punching things and looking cool isn’t what’s going to…keep someone you love around, you know?” Connor would look towards the ground. “This is usually the part where I reach for your hand…I want to. I want to hold you and embrace you...but…half of me doesn’t know if that’s the right thing to do…” Connor would exhale a breath through his teeth, squeezing his chest. “I wish I could just cut my heart out….soooo much easier.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3rbCAuD92qE) “Ahhh haha. Well uh. Let’s just say money isn’t exactly coming my way. What you gave me last time was enough get by, but everything in this town fluxuates form high to cheap so I never hold onto money very long. That and I’m in an ass of debt with the IRS…fucking tax fixed bastards. “ Kodi sighed while she shook her head.. while staring at him still..He knew he could come to her if he ever needed money though just as she was stubborn to not take it from somebody unless it's forced he'd do the same as well. Thus she blinked in surprise that he had gotten a tad bit closer as he said this..   “It has been a while since we’ve actually had a converasation..where I wasn’t rushing to be away or head in another direction.”   Her blue oceanic eye locked onto his red crimson eyes.. “I came here tonight because I have to get these demons off my chest. They’re urking me…first. I’d like to..appolizgize I guess. I remember there was a time where I was upset with you because you weren’t there. I’ve been in your shoes…somewhat. Still kept my arm and eye of course. “ She laughed a bit at the joke while she felt his words that he had been in her shoes a bit, and aplogizing that there was a time that she wasn't there.. She shut her eye.. remembering all the times she reacted... only to flutter them as he continued on forth. “but none the less, I’ve been to the point where I’ve had to isolate myself to find my true self. I even had a companion in doing so, where ever she may be at this time…” Kodi would remain quiet hearing him out.. he understood why she left.. it made her rather happy.. though she would speak.."We all have to leave something you at a point where you must find yourself.. Therefore.. you hit rock bottom to a certain point.. where you just think, an think.. until you get the courage to change.." Speaking like her mentor Cannabis.. it seemed that he reflected alot in her...Though as he continued.. “I’m a new man sort of. But I’m a conflicted man at that. I want to continue life as the trash talking powerhouse I am but...I have a heart. The one thing that’s….that’s stopping me from achieving my goals because I care so damn much. About people. About you.”   Kodi would turn frontward at Connor.. while her eye glistened against the moonlight..thus wideneing as she seen him clenched his fist...what was he trying to say at this moment..."I came here to tell you that I. I luuuuuuuu” Connor coughed a bit. “Ah god. Ahhh you are going to talk so much shit haha. I laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…..I leeeeeeeeeeeeee.” She cocked an eyebrow while having a anime sweatdrop on her head as she watched him slap his face a couple of times..until she heard... “I love you!...Kodi. Torabassu. I love you.” The shark like female eyes widened as her face flustered... standing frozen.. Nathan over heard the convo hearing Connor yell "I Love you!" looking over to Cessair.."About damn time. C'mon I know you aint got a home so take your tarty ass with me." The older Torabaasu, looked up while smiling to herself.."About time someone can love that brash bitch." She nodded to Nathan as the hookers all followed the gay man to the fight club.. Back to the two on the building.. The sharks heart started beat frantically.. feeling like it were about to pop out any moment. The male would move an inch closer.. as her eyes would water a bit..as her emotions mixed up within herself..“I love you. I wanted to tell you this because it’s been a long time coming. I’ve…felt this way for a while. I never had the courage to just tell you that I love you. It’s a big step, and quite frankly I was…scared. Scared you wouldn’t feel the same. Then I thought, that you thought I’d be doubting how you feel and I don’t…but time is a funny thing.”   Thus she could move still.. while she wanted to hug him straight on.. deep inside she too have kept a large amount of feelings for Connor.. Thus remembering the times they were around each other.. While he said that many times they both moved on from one another..." You’re a…boxum young woman, and I am a dashing young “hunk” according to your sister…still don’t see it.”   The blush on her cheeks began to grow redder... while she chuckled nervously ..this was the first time that she was going to build her courage up to finally say what she wanted to say.. Rutela finally spoke within her mind.. it had been a while.. they hadn't spoke to one another in about months.."Kodi...you must break that bottle that you   image as your heart.. its time to let it all out.." Her eye watered as she never poured out any emotions to anyone..always putting up that tough girl act though she was rather emotionally inside.. She just never let anybody really inside unless they were close.. Though she seemed to be infatuated with Connor.. He was the first to actually come within her mentality.."I’m not a man Kodi. I’m not confident in my ability to…to give you what…you might be looking for anymore. We’re here one moment, and the next day I’m dead, or you’re in the belly of a whale smoking pot, which actually sounds fun…I want you Kodi. I want you so bad…’'   She felt his warm thumb.. run over the scar on her eye.. she moved a inch closer.shaking her hand raised up grasping it tightly over his, before letting it go... He told her he needed to know where thhe two stand.. What was he to her.. What is she to him..though he was right abot that it had been months..."but I’d be lying if said you weren’t on my mind many a time. I’m sorry I’m all over the place with these thoughts in my head…they run on, and on, and on. One thing I’m certain of this…my lack of confidence in my ability to give you…or any woman what they need. Until I figure out what I have to give. It sucks when you learn punching things and looking cool isn’t what’s going to…keep someone you love around, you know?”    Kodi looked at him as he looked toward the ground... “This is usually the part where I reach for your hand…I want to. I want to hold you and embrace you...but…half of me doesn’t know if that’s the right thing to do…”   Watching him take a deep breath only squeeze his chest where his heart was.. he told her he wished he could cut his heart it'd be so much easier... The shark-like female took a deep while she would laugh nervously as she was also crying not in a sad way but more of a happy state.." Connor I-I.... I..." Biting her lip as she sniffled a bit.."I love you too.. I just... didn't think you'd love me back..but I was afraid.. afraid to feel... to feel happy.. I thought about you alot. you were on my mind.. but I went crazy.. crazy because I couldn't cope.. So I tried to cover it with everything I could do.. even if it meant hurting myself..But..even if I see you..everytime you pop up out of nowhere I can't bring myself.. to even be mad or anything at you.. Its hard too..because I still care..I always wanted to rip my heart out.. because I felt empty.." She would look down as she started to cry a bit.."I f-felt empty when you weren't around but I was afraid to speak out.. the bad thoughts they were hungry.. I wanted to reach out to you.. no matter if my body didn't want.. my mind wanted you.. my soul. I feel like you know me more than you know me... From the first day in highschool when we first met..you intrigued me.. Connor.."   she would look up at him as her eyes swelled up in tears.. as she was finally The Shark Within.. She would inhale an exhale as she cried even more after holding her emotions for so long.. She laughed as she looked away.. "Look at me crying I bet I look like shit crying like this.. But I'm sorry.. Im sorry for all the hurt I brought up on you.. by running away from my problems.. but..You are a piece of me.. no matter how I see it.. No matter how hard I try.. to me your are a missing piece of my fucked up puzzle.." She would wipe her eyes as she remained quiet, awaiting for him to speak as she poured her feelings out for Connor.. Kodi would stare at him.. with that calm look in her eye once more.. as she felt the bottle in her heart empty out the black sand..which was her mixed up emotions.

Using The "L" Word
"I love you too.. I just... didn't think you'd love me back…but I was afraid.. afraid to feel...   to feel happy.. I thought about you alot. you were on my mind.. but I went crazy.. crazy because I couldn't cope.. So I tried to cover it with everything I could do.. even if it meant hurting myself...But..even if I see you…every time you pop up out of nowhere I can't bring myself.. to even be mad or anything at you.. Its hard too...because I still care...I always wanted to rip my heart out.. because I felt empty.." Connor would’ve inched a tad closer…closing the distance with their tummies about to touch as he looked down at her a bit. Listening to her spill her soul to him. The things they used to do…the things they were good at doing with each other."I f-felt empty when you weren't around but I was afraid to speak out.. the bad thoughts they were hungry.. I wanted to reach out to you.. no matter if my body didn't want.. my mind wanted you.. my soul. I feel like you know me more than you know me... From the first day in highschool when we first met..you intrigued me.. Connor.." Connor would’ve put his left hand on the right side of her waist, leaving it there to offer some form of Connor comfort. He wasn’t good at this…comfort thing. Not even for a second, but he’d be damned if he just let her cry? That’s cruel, even by his standards. But her tears…she was crying. This was one of those moments, Connor wasn’t sure he should even be around for nor he deserved to. She was crying for him…over how much she loved him to. It’s amazing to experience someone else’s strong feelings for   you. "Look at me crying I bet I look like shit crying like this.. But I'm sorry.. Im sorry for all the hurt I brought up on you.. by running away from my problems.. but..You are a piece of me.. no matter how I see it.. No matter how hard I try.. to me your are a missing piece of my fucked up puzzle.." Connor would’ve reached his right hand up to put it behind her head, and pull her head to his chest, so he could rest his head atop of hers. His other arm cradling her and holding her as tightly as he could. He sucked on his own lips, a tear or two brimming from his own eye. “Kodi….you sound like a bitch when you cry..” that in connor code, basically means “Thank you for opening up to me.” Connor would close his eyes, rocking them side to side a bit. “You know I love you now…I know you love me too. So I want you to know. After I take this time I have to take…to realize my priorities. I’m going to come back to you tell you all I’ve learned. I’m here in the city. I’m just a call away. You don’t have to be alone anymore, and I won’t let you. Regardless of my or your situation, together or not…you have a permanat place with me. If my heart was a house, you’d be home. The only rent I’d ask for is good head.” Connor would chuckle a bit, lifting her head up and smiling down at her, before he’d headbutt her lovingly. “Now stop crying. We don’t do that.” Connor would’ve tilted his head and leaned in, to suck on her bottom lip a bit, and tug at it playfully, before fully pressing his lips to hers in a long embrace. It’d been long, way to long. So so long since he’d held anybody. Even with his mind in shambles, she was clear as day, and that’s what counted.



I'll Call You
Feeling his hand reach behind her head.. only to pull it toward his chest... Kodi felt his head ontop of hers.. as his other arm.. cradled her.. holding her tightly.. she would of wrapped her arms around his stomach while he rocked her... She inhaled a bit as her tears poured out even more while hear pounded frantically..until she heard“Kodi….you sound like a bitch when you cry..”She laughed softly, as she knew what   what he meant when he said that.. he rocked them a bit..."You know I love you now…I know you love me too. So I want you to know. After I take this time I have to take…to realize my priorities. I’m going to come back to you tell you all I’ve learned. I’m here in the city. I’m just a call away. You don’t have to be alone anymore, and I won’t let you. Regardless of my or your situation, together or not…you have a permanat place with me. If my heart was a house, you’d be home. The only rent I’d ask for is good head.” she inhaled reliefly... as he said he was a call away.. and she didn't have to be alone anymore.. he wouldn't let her..his heart was his house.. as Connor told her that she was his home.. thus he made a joke right after that only she chuckled with him, he lifted her head up as they both smiled at each other.. it had been along time since they been this close.. He headbutted her as she pressed her forehead against his.. “Now stop crying. We don’t do that.”    Kodi watched as Conner leaned into her only to have sucked on her thick pink bottom lip.. tugging at it playfully, she stared into his eyes.. as right when he pressed his lips into hers.. she pressed her lips against his tenderly and lovingly..



as they held a long embrace of the kiss.. closing her eye.. she would place her hands on each side of his face while she would break the kiss as her cheeks flustered as she felt like the breath had been taken away from her.. She would looked away shyly as she laughed a bit jokingly.."This is pretty faggot like.." laughing a bit more she turned her head an leaned in giving him another loving kiss on his lips while she pulled away while smiling softly.The blonde would remain quiet as she wiped her cheeks, she had stopped crying while she just couldn't stop smiling.. while punching his shoulder playfuly she was becoming herself once again.. "But.. I'll call you.. even text you. Blegh Im not good with this lovey smack.. Er... I'll.. hah. Why is it so hard to talk now..but   Connor if you need anyhelp even with cash.. God knows you'd never ask me.. just come around . You know I will force myself to help you. Because you know I hate taking no for an answer." She gave him to old abrasive tone while she smirked at him giving him a nod."And for gods sake, You need to get some new fabrics..- I guess Nathan rubbed off on me.Though just.." She shut her trap,searching throuhg her kimono pouch while shoving the stack of cash wrapped in a rubber band.. into his chest.. giving him a stern nod.

He watched as she moved in and kissed him again. It was blissful…heavenly. Even for someone so rough. She commented on it being faggot like and Connor could only agree. His display of emotions were just rampid and so vulnerable…but it was a thing. Her touch…enticing as always. It was hard for Connor to face the fact that another man would get this instead of himself…alas. He wasn’t worth, he knew he wasn’t. Not yet. .. "But.. I'll call you.. even text you. Blegh Im not good with this lovey smack.. Er... I'll.. hah. Why is it so hard to talk now..but   Connor if you need anyhelp even with cash.. God knows you'd never ask me.. just come around . You know I will force myself to help you. Because you know I hate taking no for an answer." Connor would smirk. “you know me to well, toots.” Connor would’ve continued holding her by the waist tenderly. Her smile made him smile, and Connor’s smile was…well it was a smile. Sometimes he honestly felt like he looked like a complete and total sleezeball ball but she loved it and that made him happy enough. He couldn’t help but laugh when she said she’d text him though. “You? Text? Ha, I’d like to see that with my own two eyes, hell…I barely do that shit my damn self. None the less, at least we’ll be in contact, and in the end that’s what truly matters to me.”    ."And for gods sake, You need to get some new fabrics..- I guess Nathan rubbed off on me.Though just.." Connor saw the wadded up money she’d pull out of her kimono and connor was…hesitatant to take it. He didn’t want a hand out, but he knew that would more than likely be the only way he’d get her to get off of his back about it. Connor took the money..and her hand, and rested his lips on the both of them. “Thanks Kodi…It feels weird saying this but…I love you. And I’ll see you around.” Connor would pull her in for a hug….before running his hands underneath her kimono and groping a handful of her thick asscheeks. As he did, his face would’ve become comical and his tongue would’ve begun to swirl around like Venom off of spider man, while his laugh echoed through the streets. “HAHAHAHAHAHA!” he’d smack it vigorously and violently, before letting it go, and jumping backwards off of the building. “I’ll find you and shoot you my number pretty.” Connor would’ve then let a push blast beam from his back side, taking off into the night sky, at a fast plane like speed! Repetitively boosting himself off to get through and across the sky. He’d had a smile on his face, as he took off and went through the sky laughing. “I love Kodi. Ha. Hahahaha! Ah.” Connor then thought about how his heart was still a tad torn, but…that’s why he was taking this self journey in the first place. He needed to know where his head was at and sometimes that time is just what one person needs. It worked for her, it can work for him to.

